Today I did not cry, well not yet. I have cried everyday for the last two weeks. Today I was sad, but not as sad as before. Not sure why. I think now that my injections are over and we have had all the sex we needed to, it is now out of my control. I always hated the days leading up to O, while the 2WW is not my favorite (usually goes so slow) I always feel little better during the 2WW. Maybe it is b/c I could be pregnant. Now do not start thinking, WOW she has turned a new leaf. I have not, I am still sad, depressed and just plain tired of this rollercoaster. And HOPE has not settled in yet, I am still feeling this crappy cycle will end up like all the others, in a BFN.
On another note, paper is done, Just need to proofread and print out, which I will do tomorrow b/c I cannot look at it anymore today. It is a sucky paper, to go along with my sucky rollercoaster life.
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((HUGS)) I am so sorry you're having a sucky time right now. I sure hope that you bet your BFP and will have something wonderful to celebrate!
I tagged you. Please see my blog for details.
Maybe we can have hope together? I so hope this cycle works out for you guys!!
Yay on getting your paper done!
I tagged you on my blog. Hope you don't mind :)
Im praying for you in this 2 WW, I hope it goes quickly and ends in a BFP (((hugs)))
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