LAZY SUNDAY

Well not really.

I did get all my articles read yesterday, so all I HAVE to do it write the paper, which hopefully comes easy, b/c as of right now I do not have a clue. Got 1/2 my housework done hoping to finish today.

Progesterone is going better, still very messy, but I have been lying down longer in hopes most of it stays in and not leak out. I did however yesterday after taking it in the morning, about a hour later have a wave of nausea and felt like I was going to faint. It was horrible. Hoping not to repeat that today. I have my first set of b/w tomorrow and will more then likely get my second HCG shot tomorrow night.

This morning while laying in bed I was thinking about the next cycle already. I tried so hard to move those thoughts out of my mind but they kept coming back. I want them to up my dose next cycle. Hopefully they will. I realize they told me that they were wanting one great follie and I still have a chance but in reality I am not feeling it at all. I do not think I am pregnant. I wish I was, but feel nothing that makes me have a glimmer of hope, and yes I know it is early.

Well I am going to keep myself occupied by doing my school work and house work and pray this nightmare ends soon.