I stopped blogging... then we got news
WE ARE HAVING A THIRD BABY!
It came as a totally surprise. We were told we had a 5% chance of getting pregnant on our own, so we decided what was the point of BC. And here we are. I am due May 1st!
Monday, November 1, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
I am still alive!
Update on us.
I went to Vegas a few weeks ago with about 10 of my Twilight Nesties. We had a blast! I love them so much and they totally understand my obsession with Twilight, FanFiction and ROB.
Camryn is getting too big for words. Walking, ok not really walking but running everywhere. She even says a few words and has named Avery YAYA. She follows Avery around everywhere and wants to do everything Avery does. She also is my monkey. Climbs everything. I found her standing on the kitchen table the other day. And the child smiles and everything. Never upset. She is however very clingy to Mommy which is frustrating at times.
Avery is growing up too fast, wants to do everything herself and has learned how to use the microwave. Popcorn is her speciality. She will be going to dinosaur camp next week which she is beyond excited for.
Me, I am busy busy busy. If I am not Reading Fan Fiction I am working or ebaying.
I recently started a new Blog if anyone wants to get some Fan Fiction recommendations to read. Some of these stories are good enough to publish.
www.DiaryofaFanFictionAddict.blogspot.com
Also visit my ebay store I have Camryn's Baby clothes listed if anyone is interested.
www.littleladybugscloset.com
Prayers and Hugs to everyone out there!
I went to Vegas a few weeks ago with about 10 of my Twilight Nesties. We had a blast! I love them so much and they totally understand my obsession with Twilight, FanFiction and ROB.
Camryn is getting too big for words. Walking, ok not really walking but running everywhere. She even says a few words and has named Avery YAYA. She follows Avery around everywhere and wants to do everything Avery does. She also is my monkey. Climbs everything. I found her standing on the kitchen table the other day. And the child smiles and everything. Never upset. She is however very clingy to Mommy which is frustrating at times.
Avery is growing up too fast, wants to do everything herself and has learned how to use the microwave. Popcorn is her speciality. She will be going to dinosaur camp next week which she is beyond excited for.
Me, I am busy busy busy. If I am not Reading Fan Fiction I am working or ebaying.
I recently started a new Blog if anyone wants to get some Fan Fiction recommendations to read. Some of these stories are good enough to publish.
www.DiaryofaFanFictionAddict.blogspot.com
Also visit my ebay store I have Camryn's Baby clothes listed if anyone is interested.
www.littleladybugscloset.com
Prayers and Hugs to everyone out there!
Monday, June 7, 2010
Just when you thought it was safe...
Infertility Comes and Bites you in the ASS!
I hate that almost 2 years later unplanned / surprise / unwanted pregnancies happen close to home. I am so upset, mad and just plain frustrated.
Life is so unfair.
I hate that almost 2 years later unplanned / surprise / unwanted pregnancies happen close to home. I am so upset, mad and just plain frustrated.
Life is so unfair.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Happy Birthday Camryn
Can you believe it has been 1 year? I am not sure I still believe it yet.
I laid in bed this morning watching Camryn sleep or toss n turn as she usually does and I started to cry. is it going to be like this at every Birthday she has? I cried the day Avery turned 1 and everyone was singing Happy Birthday but this was definitely different. She is not a baby anymore. But she will always be my baby.
While TTCing you always want these moments and even when she is up at the asscrack of dawn smacking you in the face you can still smile. All I could think of was all the tears, injections and scheduled sex was worth it because if it gave me her in the end I would do it all over again.
It is funny how I can have two amazing little girls who light up my world and they could not be any different. Avery is my independent one. While Camryn is my shadow, where Mommy is Camryn wants to be, right now she is crying to climb my lap as I write this.
Camryn is my meant to be baby and by the grace of GOD who I thank everyday I get to be the one to guide her in life and watch her grow and that makes me feel incredibility lucky.
As much as I would love a third child, the day I had Camryn I felt like this was how it was supposed to be. She was meant to be part of our family.
Mommy Loves you Camryn and you sister more then you will ever know....
Piu la mia vita ~ More then my own life.
I laid in bed this morning watching Camryn sleep or toss n turn as she usually does and I started to cry. is it going to be like this at every Birthday she has? I cried the day Avery turned 1 and everyone was singing Happy Birthday but this was definitely different. She is not a baby anymore. But she will always be my baby.
While TTCing you always want these moments and even when she is up at the asscrack of dawn smacking you in the face you can still smile. All I could think of was all the tears, injections and scheduled sex was worth it because if it gave me her in the end I would do it all over again.
It is funny how I can have two amazing little girls who light up my world and they could not be any different. Avery is my independent one. While Camryn is my shadow, where Mommy is Camryn wants to be, right now she is crying to climb my lap as I write this.
Camryn is my meant to be baby and by the grace of GOD who I thank everyday I get to be the one to guide her in life and watch her grow and that makes me feel incredibility lucky.
As much as I would love a third child, the day I had Camryn I felt like this was how it was supposed to be. She was meant to be part of our family.
Mommy Loves you Camryn and you sister more then you will ever know....
Piu la mia vita ~ More then my own life.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
We are offically weaned
I can not believe I am done Breastfeeding. In fact I can not believe I breastfed for a entire year!!!! I am so proud of myself but so sad it is over. But glad I get my body back. Such conflicted feelings over this.
Camryn will be a year next week. Can you Believe it? Where did time go?
Camryn will be a year next week. Can you Believe it? Where did time go?
Monday, May 10, 2010
Weaning
Yes I am still breastfeeding! I can not believe it is almost a year. While I only BF from 4pm - 8am I am still very proud of myself. I truly thought I would only make it to 3 months. However it is time to wean. I need my body back. LOL. BFing has caused me to keep all my baby weight. I am hoping she will allow this to happen b/c I am ready. I truly feel in my heart now is the time. It makes me sad that we will not be doing this any longer but glad I kept up with it.
so wish me luck... I am hoping by weaning her she will not be up to feed in the middle of the night anymore. Mommy needs her sleep.
so wish me luck... I am hoping by weaning her she will not be up to feed in the middle of the night anymore. Mommy needs her sleep.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Happy Mother's Day!
To all those wonderful mother's out there.
Avery sang me a song she learned in preschool about how Mother's are for hugging and Mother's are for kissing and how much she loves her Mother. Made me cry. Such a sap.
Avery sang me a song she learned in preschool about how Mother's are for hugging and Mother's are for kissing and how much she loves her Mother. Made me cry. Such a sap.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Camryn is 11 months.
She is not walking yet but I think by her first Birthday she will be. Where did time go??? Last year at this time I was pregnant and it feels like that was ages ago.
Friday, May 7, 2010
IF awareness week.
I Missed Posting about this. Hugs to those who still struggle and high fives to those who overcame.
I look at my Daughters everyday and thank God for them because they give me purpose in my life. And sometimes I can not believe I made them, carried them and get to be part of their lives forever.
HUGS and KISSES to Avery and Camryn
I look at my Daughters everyday and thank God for them because they give me purpose in my life. And sometimes I can not believe I made them, carried them and get to be part of their lives forever.
HUGS and KISSES to Avery and Camryn
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
My Little Helper
I am getting items together for a childrens sale, old ebay inventory and Camryn insists on helping
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Laundry
Laundry in my house is never ending. My H does do his own and I do mine along with both the girls. Before Camryn came along I had a hold on keeping on top of laundry. Now I feel like it is never ending. Consistently piling up. I mean how much more laundry could there be with just adding one more member of the family. Well in my house a TON!
Anyone want to come live with me to take care of my laundry, I will pay you in hugs and kisses.
Anyone want to come live with me to take care of my laundry, I will pay you in hugs and kisses.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Crossing over to the dark side...
I just joined twitter... I know crazy.
here is my name .... feel free to follow me!
pinkmommyof2
here is my name .... feel free to follow me!
pinkmommyof2
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Happy Birthday to me!
Today is my Birthday!
Hoping to read all day and play with the kiddos.
and Maybe oogle some Rob Patt.in.son because he always makes me happy.
Hoping to read all day and play with the kiddos.
and Maybe oogle some Rob Patt.in.son because he always makes me happy.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
My four year old
We were snuggling on the couch while I fed Camryn and Avery says to me... "Mommy when are you going to have another baby?"
At least she is on my side... Now we just have tow ork on DH.
At least she is on my side... Now we just have tow ork on DH.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
The View
Did anyone have a chance to catch The View Yesterday???
They did a whole show on Infertility.
I was so happy to see Sherry and Barbara share their struggles like that and the fact that those two women who shared their stories regarding IF was nothing short of amazing.
I also learned that the two women who shared their struggle were also volunteers for Resolve. Putting yourself out there for friends and family is hard enough but sharing with the world makes you nothing short of brave. I was so happy for them i wanted to hug them through the TV.
My mom watched it and called me to tell me how proud she was of me... it was nice to hear.
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Currently I am helping my Aunt raise money for the boys and girls clubs here in our home town, if she wins her grand prize is to Kiss a Pig (and boy it is ugly). I am her manager and we have planned all kinds of fundraisers.
During one of our meetings my Aunt and Mom looked at me and said maybe this could be good practice to start our own nonprofit. I was like "OK - what would that be?" They said helping couples pay for IF meds. This is something I have talked about in the past but never thought maybe it could actually do it. Guess we see if maybe it could happen.
They did a whole show on Infertility.
I was so happy to see Sherry and Barbara share their struggles like that and the fact that those two women who shared their stories regarding IF was nothing short of amazing.
I also learned that the two women who shared their struggle were also volunteers for Resolve. Putting yourself out there for friends and family is hard enough but sharing with the world makes you nothing short of brave. I was so happy for them i wanted to hug them through the TV.
My mom watched it and called me to tell me how proud she was of me... it was nice to hear.
________________________
Currently I am helping my Aunt raise money for the boys and girls clubs here in our home town, if she wins her grand prize is to Kiss a Pig (and boy it is ugly). I am her manager and we have planned all kinds of fundraisers.
During one of our meetings my Aunt and Mom looked at me and said maybe this could be good practice to start our own nonprofit. I was like "OK - what would that be?" They said helping couples pay for IF meds. This is something I have talked about in the past but never thought maybe it could actually do it. Guess we see if maybe it could happen.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Snow!
We are snowed in, we got over 2 feet! I even let Camryn play with the snow in the house... too cute.
Will post pictures soon
Will post pictures soon
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Ok Here goes nothing
As you all might know I have a new obsession.
Tw. light
Yes the books are amazing and the movies are good - Rob (my pretend boyfriend as we say in my house) is the center of my lust right now.
I have been hanging out on the nest twi board lately and have met some crazy ladies over there who are just as obsessed as I am. Plus I get my rob P fix for the day. LOL
The ladies on the NT board introduced me to something called Fan Fic.tion.
And boy I can not put it down. At ALL.
One week I read 5 different stories and in some cases they are more like books. There is some amazing writers out there. If anyone wants to read some of my favorites let me know I will recommend some to you.
OK now that you all think I am crazy...
I am a avid reader, not a writer... As you can see on my blog.
But I plan on writing a FF, and it will center around IF. This is a very scary thing for me to do. In fact I am so nervous about it. But I feel like this might be the perfect medium to get myself to get all my feelings out there on the subject. As I said a few days ago... IF will always be part of who I am. I want to be about to help others and share my experiences with them. I am going to write this story and if it is any good I will share with you all.
Yes I have written about my feeling towards IF here. But I think in order for me to completely let go and own how I truly feel and to close this chapter (less DH changes his mind about more children) it would be a perfect way to do that.
Just had to put that out there. Go ahead and laugh.
Tw. light
Yes the books are amazing and the movies are good - Rob (my pretend boyfriend as we say in my house) is the center of my lust right now.
I have been hanging out on the nest twi board lately and have met some crazy ladies over there who are just as obsessed as I am. Plus I get my rob P fix for the day. LOL
The ladies on the NT board introduced me to something called Fan Fic.tion.
And boy I can not put it down. At ALL.
One week I read 5 different stories and in some cases they are more like books. There is some amazing writers out there. If anyone wants to read some of my favorites let me know I will recommend some to you.
OK now that you all think I am crazy...
I am a avid reader, not a writer... As you can see on my blog.
But I plan on writing a FF, and it will center around IF. This is a very scary thing for me to do. In fact I am so nervous about it. But I feel like this might be the perfect medium to get myself to get all my feelings out there on the subject. As I said a few days ago... IF will always be part of who I am. I want to be about to help others and share my experiences with them. I am going to write this story and if it is any good I will share with you all.
Yes I have written about my feeling towards IF here. But I think in order for me to completely let go and own how I truly feel and to close this chapter (less DH changes his mind about more children) it would be a perfect way to do that.
Just had to put that out there. Go ahead and laugh.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
EBAY
For anyone looking for clothes I will be adding a lot of spring summer things in my ebay store over the next few weeks. Check it out!
www.littleladybugscloset.com
www.littleladybugscloset.com
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
My new BLOG
Visit my new BLOG (attached to this account)
It is all about the books I am reading. we all know Tw.light will make an appearance eventually. Hee Hee
It is all about the books I am reading. we all know Tw.light will make an appearance eventually. Hee Hee
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I have NOT abandoned you!
Promise.
Few House Keeping things...
I love you all. Thanks for all the kind words and encouragement over the last 2 years. Yes I will be blogging for two years. Craziness
My baby has officially become a bigger baby... it makes me want to cry. She is now 8 months! Just last year we were preparing for her arrival and now she is crawling, pulling up on furniture. It is so sad.
They grow up fast and I appreciate all the joy both my girls have given me. In fact I look at them and thank GOD for blessing me.
Also Hugs to my good Friend Christy... She got another BFN yesturday and I really thought this was the cycle for her. I even got alittle teary when she messaged me on Monday Morning. C You will have a baby I do believe that.
If you guys have not checked out Bella and her Fella's Blog yet, her Boy Girl twins will be arriving soon! The roller coaster ride she has been on for the last two years has brought her to this amazing time in her life and I am so exciting for her. Andrea I like to come out and visit you some day.
As for me... Life has been crazy. But I will be posting something in the next few days that might surprise all you guys. It is something I have always wanted to do so I might get some courage to actually do it in the next few weeks. I might need some encouragement along with it.
I will be posting more about the girls and less about IF, I think. Since I am not in that place anymore. IF will always be part of my life, I can not escape it. New pregnancy announcements still make me upset and I am learning to disconnect other peoples life with my own. Everyone is different and get dealt different cards and I am slowly learning that.
Few House Keeping things...
I love you all. Thanks for all the kind words and encouragement over the last 2 years. Yes I will be blogging for two years. Craziness
My baby has officially become a bigger baby... it makes me want to cry. She is now 8 months! Just last year we were preparing for her arrival and now she is crawling, pulling up on furniture. It is so sad.
They grow up fast and I appreciate all the joy both my girls have given me. In fact I look at them and thank GOD for blessing me.
Also Hugs to my good Friend Christy... She got another BFN yesturday and I really thought this was the cycle for her. I even got alittle teary when she messaged me on Monday Morning. C You will have a baby I do believe that.
If you guys have not checked out Bella and her Fella's Blog yet, her Boy Girl twins will be arriving soon! The roller coaster ride she has been on for the last two years has brought her to this amazing time in her life and I am so exciting for her. Andrea I like to come out and visit you some day.
As for me... Life has been crazy. But I will be posting something in the next few days that might surprise all you guys. It is something I have always wanted to do so I might get some courage to actually do it in the next few weeks. I might need some encouragement along with it.
I will be posting more about the girls and less about IF, I think. Since I am not in that place anymore. IF will always be part of my life, I can not escape it. New pregnancy announcements still make me upset and I am learning to disconnect other peoples life with my own. Everyone is different and get dealt different cards and I am slowly learning that.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Crawling away
Just a quick update...
Camryn is officially crawling and I mean she gets around. She is pulling up on whatever she can get a hold of... Sometimes it is small Disney princess chairs and they fall on top of her. She wants to take steps so badly and she is only 7 months. I caught her the other day holding on with one hand and and reaching out to the space in front of her like she was about to let go and give mommy a heart attack.
Avery walked at 11 months so lets see if Camryn does this early. Crawling is cute but she has started to follow Avery every where. Avery is fine with this but now wants to pick her up and carry her around.
So sad that my baby is growing up. Sniff Sniff
Camryn is officially crawling and I mean she gets around. She is pulling up on whatever she can get a hold of... Sometimes it is small Disney princess chairs and they fall on top of her. She wants to take steps so badly and she is only 7 months. I caught her the other day holding on with one hand and and reaching out to the space in front of her like she was about to let go and give mommy a heart attack.
Avery walked at 11 months so lets see if Camryn does this early. Crawling is cute but she has started to follow Avery every where. Avery is fine with this but now wants to pick her up and carry her around.
So sad that my baby is growing up. Sniff Sniff
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
First step
I got a treadmill today, just delivered, this is my first step towards losing weight... once the breastfeeding stops we will be starting our new diet.
Wish me luck... I will need it.
Wish me luck... I will need it.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
De Lurking week
Apparently it is delurking week... not sure I get as much traffic as I used to, but if youa re lurking post in the comment and also post a random fact about yourself (got this from www.billmissandbrood.blogspot.com)
Friday, January 8, 2010
Visit...
I went to see my GYN today... she is really the reason I have my girls. Without her stepping in when I was 16 with the tumor I would not have any reproductive organs at all...
Anyways, I took Camryn with me... She was running 45 minutes late so I snuck away and when downstairs to see the RE nurses. They got to see Camryn and it was so nice to see that they were genuinely happy for me. Camryn of course was a angel. The whole visit made me miss them... Not the treatment part but the relationship I developed with everyone in that office. I miss it.
My GYN/OB Dr. P wanted to know when I was ready for Number 3 (hmmmm like yesterday LOL). She told me to let her know and next time we will skip all the clomid stuff. I just pray there will be a next time. I truly do want a 3 child.
Don't we always want what we can't have?
Anyways, I took Camryn with me... She was running 45 minutes late so I snuck away and when downstairs to see the RE nurses. They got to see Camryn and it was so nice to see that they were genuinely happy for me. Camryn of course was a angel. The whole visit made me miss them... Not the treatment part but the relationship I developed with everyone in that office. I miss it.
My GYN/OB Dr. P wanted to know when I was ready for Number 3 (hmmmm like yesterday LOL). She told me to let her know and next time we will skip all the clomid stuff. I just pray there will be a next time. I truly do want a 3 child.
Don't we always want what we can't have?
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