OUR PICTURES ARE UP!!!

We are Jennifer, Mike, Avery and Camryn

She did a great job can't wait to see the rest!

ENJOY!

http://brishamphotography.com/blog/

PICTURE DAY!!!!

We had our pictures this morning with MAYDAYGIRL AKA Rachel in the rain, but we made the best of it and had so much fun doing it. Rachel is so sweet and adorable. Her Mom and Brighton are just as cute as could be. It was nice to finally meet her and have our family pictures taken by such a talented photographer. All the ladies from the nest are getting together tonight and I can not go :(. Hope they all have fun! Can't wait to see the pictures, will post as soon as I see them.

Oh and Avery was such a little ham.

UPDATE! & random stuff

Thank you ladies for all the nice comments! I really appreciate it.

I am so grateful for my little babies and my wonderful (majority of the time) DH, I am so blessed. I am also grateful for all of you guys who have supported me in the last two years, I am not sure how I would have made it without you guys. It is so nice to see that the majority of the blogs I read everyone is either pregnant or have their babies and them ones who do not I am always praying for you!

Sorry to be whiny yesturday, I hate that but off days do happen.

LOVE YOU ALL!


RANDOM STUFF...

I have read all three Twilight books, I am obsessed, I even read the 264 pages of midnight sun and want her to write more of that. Craving it is a good word to use. So officially I have banned myself from reading breaking dawn (even though it is taunting me) until I get something done around my house. I am so behind in ebay and my house looks like a tornado hit, my wash is backed up and I am stressed.

Once I get back on track or ahead I plan on reading the last book and am so excited about it. I want so badly to see NewMoon now, I can not wait. I watched Twilight three time already but gave my movie to my aunt to watch and now having withdraw, what is wrong with me. I feel like a teeny bopper and Dh even made fun of me alittle.

I am hoping to get myself back in order by next weekend, b/c we are going to the beach then for the weekend.

This weekend is the photo shoot with Rachel and I can not wait to meet her and some other nesties. I unfortunately will not be able to stay for dinner but still so excited to meet everyone, even if it is just one or two of them. Pray it does not rain.

Sept 19th

Will always be on my mind. Because this is the day we found out about my BFP! I was in shock and so excited but still guarded b/c I needed to see that heart beat for me to believe it.

I am so grateful for my little girls, they are my PURPOSE in my LIFE. They make me who I am and for that I will be grateful.

OMG TWILIGHT

I am obsessed, everyone told me to read the series, I love to read but had no interest in reading it. When the movie came out it peaked my interest but still did not pick up the books.

Well on Sunday my Aunt gave me Twilight and New Moon to borrow. She basically gave me them and said here read them they are GREAT, now this is my 47 year old aunt so I thought I should read them if she liked them they must be good. I guess reading about high schoolers did not appeal to me.

I started Tuesday with Twilight and read it in 24 hours! I was hooked. I started New Moon yesterday and am almost done. I went to target and got the movie and watched it already so in the last four days I have not gotten much sleep but my obsession has started!

Working on something fun...

I am not read to reveal yet, but I have been practicing this craft and plan on revealing it soon! Maybe even market it. I am so excited about it and looking forward to sharing.

Shred Day 1 - exactly that just Day 1

Starting the SHRED again tomorrow.

YES I started it in August stopped after 3 days, got side tracked I guess or just really scared of it.

But I need to get rid of this spare tire in my belly area. YUCK!

I may do updates on my progress to keep me motivated, wish me luck.

Just praying this does not do my supply in, I have been pumping much less at work lately and that scares me. I am not ready to wean her yet.

the week gets better...

I have NOT had caffeine in over two years, while TTCing and while pregnant I stayed away. Today I was almost falling asleep at work could not keep my eyes open (remember I am not sleeping well) and I decided if I have a half of a can of coke right after I pump it should be metabolized before I pump again and it should not affect Camryn too much, do not want her wired, since she is NOT used to me drinking caffeine.

So I had my half coke and immediately I was wired so much so I was shaking, I cleaned and organized a few cabinets at work and still felt like I could go longer, but of course by the night time I was headache central. No more caffeine for a while but it does motivate me to get things done!

I am not having a good week...

I can not sleep, Camryn on the other hand (despite being sick with a cold) is sleeping like a baby no pun intended.

She has been sleeping from 9ish to 3am ish then going back to sleep until I wake her at 7:30 to eat so i can get ready for work. I on the other hand have been wide awake, so I start to read in bed and then I get so wrapped up in what I am reading I can not put it down. I have read two books this week, I started one Monday finished it Wednesday and started another Wednesday night and am half way through it.

When I do finally fall a sleep I am up every hour to check Camryn to make sure she is breathing. I am so scared lately she will stop breathing especially with the little cold she has.

I need sleep badly and do not see it happening anytime soon.

Finding myself jealous

Of pregnant people I know IRL, a lady I work with is pregnant with her first. She was gushing at lunch about being pregnant and I all of a sudden felt this all too familiar feeling of sadness and jealousy. I am so excited for her. for they tried for a year & she is AMA, but this feeling took me by surprise.

grateful for my little girls, but so sad this is probably it, no more babies.

then I started feeling like I am a huge failure b/c I can not be home with them.

1 year ago

We conceived Camryn on this day! But we did not know it yet. I was so depressed about that cycle, who knew it was actually going to work out.

LOVE HER!!!! She is the BEST!