5 weeks

I am 5 weeks now and it is so hard not telling family. Somehow (my MOM) my grandmother found out. My Mom thinks she over heard her on the phone with me one day when I was having a nervous break down. I am having lots of pain on my right side, from my ovary area, terrifed but thinking it is a cyst. It gets worst as the days goes on and some morning I do not even feel it until I do alot of activity. Monday is the first u/s and I am counting down the mintues,

It is hard not to be worried, not only did my sister lose a baby this week but I also found out a friend of mine did too. It makes me sad that these things happen.