few moments..

Today went well, lots of food and people, having a nice time, even though it rained a little, people still sat under the patio and umbrellas, I was a little nervous how the rain thing was going to work out b/c our house is not that big.

I almost cried twice today, but held back. Once when my family was asking my aunt what she thinks she is having ( I had to walk away) and once when my friend brought over her baby (who I love to death), I held him and later went into my pantry and tried to hold it together, my Mom followed me, and keep saying it will be fine, hold it together. I guess she could tell I was ready to lose it.

All in all it was good day... Now I just have to get through tomorrow.

Oh, and I am having NO Ovary aches, that makes me worried b/c those follies are suppost to be growing. Come on guys!