I have a beta tomorrow, should I still go even though it will be negative. I am not sure I want to pay for b/w that i already know the answer to. Unless AF arrives by the AM.
My temp stayed the same today, did not go below the cover yet. AF has not arrived, late last night I had some brown CM and thought for sure it would come over night, nothing.
I cried most the day on and off, I just feel so defeated and lost. I am so scared this is not going to turn out well. I even thought maybe we should just stop all this and live with just one child. And then the water works started again just thinking about that.
DH thinks I am overreacting and is not helping the situation. He told me to decide whatever I wanted, that is the point I am not sure what to do. Be more aggressive with treatment and might lose more money to the empty hole in my heart or just go with the flow and see what happens. I love to do a IUI cycle but the cost scares the crap out of me. I am almost 100% positive they are going to suggest injectables next cycle and I will not know what to do. Money is the problem.
Scared, tired, frustrated, sad, emotional wreck and at point just want to quit.
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Maybe just go for the beta if AF hasn't shown yet? Stay away AF!! Good luck, sweetie!
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