When you go into my RE's office there are two waiting areas, one for the GYNO patients and one for the IF patients. In a way I am glad there are two waiting rooms, b/c a lot of women actually bring there children to their GYNO appointment, never ever would I do that, Avery came with my once for a follie check (I had no choice almost all my family was on vacation and DH at work and BF was 45 mintues away) but she is 2 and has no idea what was going on all she cared about was the snack I handed her when we went into the u/s room, but I avoid taking her to appointments ever.
Anyways in the RE waiting area, all the ladies never talk or look at each other, not that I think it shoud be a huge bond fest but at least smile and say HI. On Monday morning it was especially busy, probably because of the holiday weekend, but we all sat there trying not to look at each other let alone talk to one another. Why is this, you would think IF would cause people to get some support from someone who has been through it IRL. But all I am looking for is a HELLO, you do not have to tell me your life story. I know I would not start the conversation with someone, but a smile and a hello would be nice. It just had me thinking how quiet people are about IF, we ladies sitting in that waiting room, we all know why we are there and even though our journeys are different it be nice to share it, but we all want to get our b/w, u/s and consult and get out. I have seen the same lady there twice, we must be on the same cycle Days, but never once would she even look at me. I did talk to one lady once when I was there, it was because she was in the u/s room and a camera was there and when she came out I asked her if she left her camera, she told me YES and took it and said they would not allow her to take pictures of her BIG moment, yes she just found out she was pregnant and was there for the first u/s, so is that what it takes to get someone to smile or even say hello to you, getting pregnant. Even though I do understand, Monday when I was there and found out my lining was a 6, I did not want to talk to anyone, I just wanted to get to the car and cry. I do not know if this post makes any sense, I just needed to get this observation off my chest.
On another note, one more day of BDing... Then the 2WW offically begins, I am really nervous that this might NOT be our month. But I guess we will see. Plus my BUTT hurts, last cycle when I had the trigger shot I do not remember it hurting this much the next day, maybe my MOM got the needle deeper then my sister did last cycle, who knows.
I also had a slight feeling to POAS today just to see those two lines, I LOVE those two lines, just want them to be REAL two lines. I am not sure if I will pee out my trigger this cycle, probably will end up doing it b/c I have a ton of cheapie HPTs laying around. But maybe I should hold back, b/c I am getting the two extra trigger shots.
Hope everyone is well.
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I know, nobody ever looks at me or says hi when I am in the RE's waiting room. There was this one guy once looking at me like he wanted to say something, he and his wife were giddy, obviously they were pregnant. I was actually pregnant at the time too, but bleeding and waiting for an u/s to tell us the good or bad news. He never did say anything, but we exchanged some glances. I usually smile at people if we make eye contact, but it's like an unwritten rule, no talking in the waiting room. Wierd!
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