waiting on pins and needles

This morning I felt like crap, my swollen eye is going down and looks better but still looks like someone clocked me one. I also started with cramps, AF due in 2 days and that feeling of this cycle is over creeped in. I started my day being upset and disappointed. I also had a lot of work to do today so I thought it would keep me busy so I could not think about the inevitable.

I did have acuputure today and she said I sounded happy all my symptoms were great and I was on track, plus my pulse was wirey (whatever that means) BOY I thought she has me all wrong or maybe I go in there so happy to be there and all the crappiness flows away, not sure.

So here I am waiting and waiting... can not even test because the third trigger could still be in my body, even the BETA test on Friday may still register it, if it is low they said they would wait another two days to do another, but if it is high then they can say it is positive.

I hate waiting on Pins and Needles.