My temps dropped so stupid me decided to test and yes there was a BFN staring back at me. Of course this would happen because I had a tripathic chart. I get my hopes up a little bit only to be torn apart.
I Hate my Body and Hate the fact I am broken. I realize that I have not been at this as long as many of you but I have been through this before I got pregnant with DD and it is heartbreaking. I hate IF and how it is tearing my life apart.
I am also thinking of stopping acupucture. I want to hear about my Bloodwork, which by the way they have not called me yet about after 6 days. If my bloodwork is bad I may keep going. I just need to save money, b/c if we are headed for a IUI I need to save up b/c of insurance covers NOTHING (stupid insurance) so here I am a infertile women going off to work today to counsel pregnant teens about pregnancy and parenting, my life sucks.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
I'm so sorry. I hate BFNs. :( I rarely, if ever, test these days. I just can't stand the sight of the pure white.
Big HUGS to you, epsecially today.
Post a Comment