I am normally not bitter, just jealous. Today I was surfing my usual message boards and there was so many BFP in the last few days, I started to get mad. Why not me. We have great timing and I O every month, I want a BFP. Mostly I just want a baby. I am not normally like this like I said so maybe the Clomid is making my emotional.
I really wish I was Hopeful this cycle. I feel like if I feel too good about this cycle it will be a bigger let down b/c we actually took medication and did acupuncture, which by the way was amazing - can't wait to go back.
I look at DD and think I just want another little Avery. I am so grateful for her to be in my life.
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