I just realized today that I am starting a fresh cycle, I am already on CD7 but the overwhelming sense of craziness just creeped back in.
I have been temping since CD1, which is very hard to me to give up, I need to know when I O. However all the planning I do during the cycle with BDing and using OPKs is just overwhelming for me to think I have to do this AGAIN????
I one point I thought maybe I will just give up. I feel at this point it is a loss cause b/c we have no IF insurance and will be paying out of pocket for everything, do have have the courage to put all my money into the faith this will happen for us, I am not sure.
I tried so hard not to cry today, especially when my Mom told me my Daughter told her that she missed me. Which made me realize maybe I should be at home instead of working. Maybe I am missing too much.
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