My Dr's nurse called me today and asked me to repeat my Progesterone test and get a beta Friday. I explained to her that my tmep dropped this AM and my pregnancy test was neg. She said the DR said to come in friday and get more bloodwork done. I said again but I will get AF tomorrow or tonight. Then she said NO just come in for more testing. WTF???
I know the Beta will be neg, why do you have to put me through it. Also she does not want me on Clomid next cycle and will pick up the next cycle, but still go in for all my b/w next cycle. Well I tried to explain to her my DR Appt on 5/30 will be well into the cycle after next so unless that appt gets moved up I will not be able to do clomid that cycle. She said no just keep that appt. Again WTF???
I am so confused and upset. All I did all day was cry and I have not even seen RED yet.
My Mom again told me to relax it will happen. I do not know how I am going to handle it if 1. I have to sit by and watch all my family get BFPs and me still at a stand still and I am freading the day my sister tells me she is pregnant. It will be a huge reminder that I am having trouble. 2. if I have to live life without another child. I will be just heartbroken.
DH says it is not the end of the wrold if we do not have more. But to me it is.
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((((HUGS))))))) My beta is on friday too. Wewill go through it together.
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