She's here

I have AF, I am completely numb...

This AM my temp went back up and I had my acupuncture appointment, she told me that my pulse was weak, when I asked her why, she said that could mean AF is no where near in sight. I felt great whne I left then when I got home BLAM, spotting then it got heavier after a hour. Guess I am out. I just want to retreat from the entire world.