I am FAT...

Another vent of the day. I decided that I am FAT, I saw a picture of myself from EASTER and thought OMG I did not realize how BIG I am. I have a different picture in my mind. I am 5' 2" and 165 lbs, whewww got that out. I think I am going to hit the GYM more and start back on my reduced calorie diet. I hate today, I am having an OFF day. Maybe it is the Clomid kicking in.