Another day of going crazy, I must look at my chart a million times a day to figure out what it means. I broke down at my Mom's today she says I am putting too much into this and I should "RELAX" (I can see the readers cringing) and be grateful for my DD.
Don't get me wrong I am in LOVE with my DD and she makes me smile everyday, she is in her adorable stage where she is learning new words everyday. But I feel like something is missing, our family is not complete. She would make a great big sister. She loves babies, loves helping and is such a lovable little girl.
I hate that I am so down lately, I try not to show it to her.
DH has not been any better, I tried to talk to him about the conversation the other night and he did not want to talk about it, it was end of story.
I truely feel at this point this may never happen for us again. I do not want to be so negative but I can not seem to be positive. I feel if I have too much hope and be positive then I will be so disappointed when it is a BFN..
Wish this was easier.
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You have every right to want a second child. I certainly will not stop after #1, and might even try harder for number two. There is a great blogger who wrote about this a few weeks ago. Her blog is called Crazy-yet? and here is the intry she wrote.
http://crazy-yet.blogspot.com/2008/03/little-face.html
I hope it helps.(((((HUGS)))))))
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