Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Still in a worried state...

Sorry if you all think I am crazy. I feel truly blessed to be pregnant, but that alone does not ease my fears, after what is going on with my sister I am worried for myself, which I would have been anyways.

The thing that has me worried is that my ovary is so achy, pinching pain, and I am cramping all over sometimes then just on one side, the side where my only ovary is. Etopic IS my worst fear. Because of the fact that I only have one tube to begin with. I also sometime get back pain on one side then all over.

I called the RE (yes they will be glad when I graduate to the OB)
She said it is normal to cramp and for my ovary to be achy but if it is sever call them. She said because my ovary was stimulated by the follistim it has residual effects, it made me feel better until the next pain started. Also how do I know if it is severe. Monday could not come fast enough. We have a very busy weekend so hopefully that will keep my mind busy.

It will also be hard this weekend not to spill the beans,we have two family get togethers, my cousins birthday party and going away with my ILs. Last time we told everyone at 5 weeks then I had spotting at 7weeks and regretted it telling, even though it turned out fine. This time I want to wait until I see a heart beat, which I hope is sooner rather then later.

I was so tired today and of course DH did not help my nap, he kept trying to talk to me. I then got up later to make dinner (doing now) and I had slight chills, it is cold in my house. I feel achy and just run down, I do not remember any of this last time. I do remember feeling exhausted but the ovary achiness I do not remember.

Praying this turns out well.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I wish you the very best.

Here for ICLW.

Bella said...

Praying for you!!