ALL GONE

All false hope is now GONE. I have nothing I am feeling anymore. No bloat, no cramps, no sore bbs like before, just tired, which I am thinking is from the progestrone supps. I am in a grumpy mood and to do want to be around anyone. I do still have a nagging headache. This week is going to be the S-L-O-W-E-S-T ever.

I can not even POAS b/c it will be positive no matter what, I took my last HSG booster on thursday.

I have cried most the monring and just feel plain BLAH, I am so full of anxiety and feel sick from it.

I want to be pregnant so badly. Sorry just had to get that out, I am NOT having a good day. I am starting to worry how my depression is going to effect DD, but I do not know how to feel otherwise.