get me through this, I feel so lost right now. I am having a horrible day today and am not sure how much longer I can do this. Please help DH realize that this may not happen like last time and be supportive of anything the DR wants us to do. Please help the people around me (family and friends) understand I LOVE my daughter and want so badly to have another child to be her sibling and for me to raise and love.
I want to stop crying, over analyzing my chart and being bitter towards those who are pregnant without problems.
I long to hold a baby again in my arms and in my heart. My uterus aches for it.
Please get me through all the IF treatment and if we have to turn to more invasive treatment please help us figure out how we will afford it and how to get DH to agree to it.
All I ask is for you to allow me to experience pregnancy and a healthy baby one more time and then I will stop bothering you about it.
Please give me HOPE again, b/c I feel at the moment all hope is lost and I am not sure how to be positive about the process again.
Please help me heal if you choose this to NOT be our path b/c I am not sure how I will live my lie without another.
Please help those who have been experiencing miscarriages, deaths of babies and IF.
Please help me undrstand why you have choosen to let me experience secondary infertility.
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I'm sorry you're having some bad days. I honestly think that the
2ww is the hardest time. Whenever I really start to doubt things I try and remind myself that in the end things have a way of working themselves out. I didn't know how I'd get my husband to come around to doing IF treatments but it happened. Same with paying for them, somehow it will get worked out once you make the decision to do them. So, keep praying and believe that it will work out. You don't need to know how, just believe that it will.
Thanks kelly
My DH is not against IF treatments just the cost of them.
Hang in there ... sending lots of prayers for peace and patience!
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