Saturday was a whirlwind, we had a family picnic today and all I could think of is am I ever going to have another baby. Seeing all the kids running around playing made me sad. Watching Avery play with all the "bigger" kids and trying to keep up with them made me sad, she is getting so big and independent. She is not my baby anymore, but always will be in my heart...
I did cry a bit today b/c I was thinking if something happens to Dh or I now or in the future she is not going to have any siblings to comfort her and that makes me sad.
I am thinking of calling the DR and getting my beta moved up, but I know I will chicken out, I just want to move forward, fresh new cycle or fresh new pregnany. All this waiting is hard.
I am having pains in my side, like in the hip area and sometimes they go toward my right ovary (only one I have) and slight cramps which makes me think AF IS coming. But I wish the pains wouold go away b/c it is worrying me I get cysts easily.
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Hi hon'! Thank you SO much for the wonderful comments you have left on my blog. They really mean tons and tons. I am watching out for you and keeping my fingers crossed for your beta. I had the same sad thoughts about my dd being "left alone". It will happen and your dd will have a wonderful sibling to play with!!
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