DAY 3

Well talked to the RE this morning... I am doing another clomid 50MG (asked about femara - they are sticking to clomid) with trigger shot and shots on 6DPO and 9DPO. She hopes this will get both my progestrone and estrogen to raise.

She also wants me to do DAY 3 FSH... Which makes me nervous, ok more upset and stressed out. Because I only have one ovary the DR has always told me to have my children before 30, I am 29 because I only have one ovary my chances of going through menopause early are possible. I worried that if my FSH is high (because my estrodial has already proved to be low) we will be done TTCing b/c I know from research HIGH FSH on DAY 3 testing only leads to IVF, which mean DH and I will have to stop. We have no $$$ to do IVF would never be able to qualify to any help b/c we have secondary infertility plus DH would never and has already told me that since we would pay out of pocket he does not want to spend the money, he wants more children but thinks we can do this without paying huge amounts of money. I HATE IF and the fact that it is making me full of anxiety.