Friday, June 20, 2008

Not sure what to write...

I am in a weird place today... I am not sure how to feel... This morning I got up and POAS (still peeing out trigger) and it was stalk white, so I was going to call the DR when I returned home to tell her I peed my trigger out can we move up my beta date to get this over with. But I went home and POAS again and there was a line. So I guess I did not pee out the trigger, in the Pee Stick Defense, I peed on two different types of pee sticks, both internet cheapies. But from difference companies.

AM pee stick: from early pregnancy tests
PM pee stick: from save on tests

So now I am wondering and had slight hope, but I know the trigger is still there, it should be anyways, I was surprised when I saw the neg this monring. My chart still looks AWESOME (thanks ferility drugs)

I also feel like crap, My Abs hurt, probably from sitting in front of the computer trying to beat my MOM on the ebay race, which ends tonight at midnight. and I am having cramps which only started today, AF type cramps.

So will POAS tomorrow to see what is brings, hoping trigger will be gone and maybe I can move up my beta. BIG FAMILY picnic tomorrow and Sunday so maybe it will keep my mind of AF coming, I just know it is coming.

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