re occuring dream...

For months now I have been having this re occuring dream. It goes something like this...

I am walking or biking (I do not bike IRL) and am going down this walkway where there are shops on either side of me, they are very close together like a alley with pretty window setting and flowers everywhere, I am usually carrying heavy bags (assuming they are my big purchases)on either with me, I love shopping. As I walk (or bike in some cases) I go down the alley way where all the shops are located and I feel like I am in a hurry and also having a hard time breathing... but I keep walking. I get to the middle of the alley way and run smack into a huge glass window that separates the end of the alley way, I can no longer keep walking down the alley. Then I turn around, but I have to back track and go down another street to get where I am going, this street is usually gray and not so nice looking. This is always how the dream ends, but last night when I had this dream I stood at the glass wondow for a while and kept looking down the alley way as if I was looking for something, then all of a sudden I realized there it is! but I am not certain what it was that I had found in my dream I knew. So then I turned around to go down another street to get where I am going and it ended as normal. During these dreams I feel, tired, frustrated and have a heavy sense of feeling.

I never really thought about this dream in depth until this morning in the shower, maybe it is my IF journey...

Tried, Frustrated, looking towards the end, having to take other paths to get there. Who knows! Just wnated to share.