follie check tomorrow

I have my follie check tomorrow, hoping for at least 2 follies at a good size, I tried to ask GOD this morning if he could let me O early this cycle that would be good, I usually O on CD 16 I would LOVE to O on CD14 at least once in my life.

I am also reading Conquering Infertility and hoping to take away some peace with it. I also have been listening to my fertility affirmations on my MP3 player. Hoping that will calm me down.

I should start excercising again, I have stopped this summer, so doing it very sparingly. I am off schedule in the summer, my job is super slow and I do not have classes, there is not rhyme or reason to my day, maybe what I need to get back to a good frame of mind is for my schedule to be back on. The busier I am the more I follow a schedule and it works out good. No schedule my life seems to fall apart and I saty home and THINK too much.

One good thing happened this summer, I am pretty much caught up on listing all my inventory on ebay, I have 75 more items to list and then I am pretty much caught up. I want to stay on top of whatever I buy and get it listed right away. I need the money for IF treatment, we are saving and saving, anything I make is for treatment and if we end up not needing to do next cycle I will have little pot of money to pay down bills, which is what I planned on doing in the first place, oh well a baby is more important.