Saturday, May 31, 2008
Ladybugs...
I love ladybugs... I have a ladybug tatoo and my Daughters nursery theme was pink ladybugs...
Ladybugs bring Good Luck and I guess I have always been attached to that somehow. Evertime I see one I think to myself guess I am in for some good luck.
The other morning I found several ladybugs on a bush out front, it made me smile. Maybe my luck is turning around. Then when I got home a noticed something else, tiny tiny black bugs in all the leaves, at first I was freaked out, thought OMG my Dh has to trim the bushes to get rid of the bugs or spray. So I went on the internet to find out what these bugs are. They turned out to be ladybug larve. So the irony is that my good luck, feel good symbol is now reproducing and I can not. Of course every things in my life reverts back to TTCing.
Ladybugs bring Good Luck and I guess I have always been attached to that somehow. Evertime I see one I think to myself guess I am in for some good luck.
The other morning I found several ladybugs on a bush out front, it made me smile. Maybe my luck is turning around. Then when I got home a noticed something else, tiny tiny black bugs in all the leaves, at first I was freaked out, thought OMG my Dh has to trim the bushes to get rid of the bugs or spray. So I went on the internet to find out what these bugs are. They turned out to be ladybug larve. So the irony is that my good luck, feel good symbol is now reproducing and I can not. Of course every things in my life reverts back to TTCing.
Friday, May 30, 2008
100TH Post, 100 things about me.
Here is 100 things about me for my 100th post, wow where does time go...
1. My name is Jennifer
2. I have blonde hair
3. right now my hair is red
4. my eyes are blue
5. I am 5' 1 1/2" tall
6. I am 10 pounds heavier then my prepregnancy weight (gave birth in Dec 2005)
7. I have a daughter (avery)
8. Avery is the Love of my Life
9. I love artichokes
10. I love pasta
11. I love seafood (especially clams)
12. I love red velvet cake
13. I have a dog (my first baby)
14. I drive a Jeep Liberty
15. I love the beach
16. I hate the sand
17. I do not swim in the ocean
18. however I do love the beach
19. my favorite movie is pretty women
20. I wear sunglasses even in the winter time
21. I love my husband for always being there for me, even when I act like a loon
22. My husband and I have been together for over 10 years
23. We will be married for 4 years in August
24. I am obsessed with temping (charting)
25. I sometimes find myself thinking maybe I am only meant to have one child (I get sad)
26. I sometimes find myself day dreaming over our next child (if that ever happens)
27. I have to read novels (I can read them in One day)
28. My favorite author is Jennifer Weiner
29. I hate working out
30. I try to go to the GYM every other day
31. My hands and feet are always cold
32. My hands and feet have not been cold since I started acupuncture
33. I only have one ovary
34. I had a tumor on my left ovary when I was 16
35. I collect Willow Tree Angels
36. I used to collect ELMOS (high school)
37. I have bad allergies
38. I have bad asthma
39. I work with teenage parents or parents to be.
40. I hate my hair
41. My hair is thin and lifeless
42. I never wear makeup
43. I do wear makeup to special events
44. my house is normally messy
45. I dread doing dishes
46. I dream of one day to have a cleaning lady
47. I want a healthy baby in the worst way
48. I cry when I get my period.
49. I love Cosmos
50. I like wine with dinner (not lately)
51. If I have a boy one day I like to name him Noah
52. We will never use the name Noah b/c DH hates it
53. I like ladybugs
54. I have a ladybug tatoo
55. I have a flower tatoo
56. I rather email people then talk on the phone
57. I love Vera Bradley
58. I am into VB's Mod Pink Floral Pattern now.
59. I wish we traveled more.
60. All the furniture in my house is from IKEA (NOT KIDDING)
61. My wedding theme was (HOPE FAITH & LOVE)
62. I shave my leggs every day (hate stubble)
63. I love gardens
64. I hate gardening
65. I sometimes let me daughter eat fruit snacks for breakfast (bad mommy)
66. I have my bachelors degree in psychology
67. I am currently getting my masters in School Counseling
68. I hate school (doing it for my job)
69. my engagement ring was picked out by me
70. My DH never offically proposed (just handed me the ring- how romantic)
71. I sell childrens clothes on EBAY
72. I am addicted to EBAY
73. I have only had cafferine once in the last 9 months (crazy I know)
74. My favorite cafferine drink is Dunkin Donuts Vanilla Chia
75. I love the childrens book "Guess how much i Love you"
76. I love to eat at fancy resturants
77. I am very close to my Mother
78. I used to own a Dog Treat Business
79. I was a cheerleader in high school
80. I love to dance
81. I can not leave my house without my wedding rings or I feel naked
82. I LOVE SHOPPING!
83. I had plastic surgery on my nose when I was 20.
84. I blow my nose really loud
85. I wish I cooked more
86. I hate rollercoasters
87. I am afraid of the falling sensation
88. calla lillies are my favorite flowers
89. I am nosy, I like to hear about what is going on in people's lives (the good and bad)
90. I sometimes wish I could be a Stay At Home Mom
91. I am grateful for my family
92. I hate doing wash
93. I am fine with folding the wash
94. My nails never grow
95. I wish I had long hair again
96. I am too impatient to grow out my hair
97. I worry too much about everything
98. I can go 6-7 months before balanacing my check book (not good)
99. TTCing is all I think about
100. In the last 5 years I have finally LIKED who I AM and accepted it.
1. My name is Jennifer
2. I have blonde hair
3. right now my hair is red
4. my eyes are blue
5. I am 5' 1 1/2" tall
6. I am 10 pounds heavier then my prepregnancy weight (gave birth in Dec 2005)
7. I have a daughter (avery)
8. Avery is the Love of my Life
9. I love artichokes
10. I love pasta
11. I love seafood (especially clams)
12. I love red velvet cake
13. I have a dog (my first baby)
14. I drive a Jeep Liberty
15. I love the beach
16. I hate the sand
17. I do not swim in the ocean
18. however I do love the beach
19. my favorite movie is pretty women
20. I wear sunglasses even in the winter time
21. I love my husband for always being there for me, even when I act like a loon
22. My husband and I have been together for over 10 years
23. We will be married for 4 years in August
24. I am obsessed with temping (charting)
25. I sometimes find myself thinking maybe I am only meant to have one child (I get sad)
26. I sometimes find myself day dreaming over our next child (if that ever happens)
27. I have to read novels (I can read them in One day)
28. My favorite author is Jennifer Weiner
29. I hate working out
30. I try to go to the GYM every other day
31. My hands and feet are always cold
32. My hands and feet have not been cold since I started acupuncture
33. I only have one ovary
34. I had a tumor on my left ovary when I was 16
35. I collect Willow Tree Angels
36. I used to collect ELMOS (high school)
37. I have bad allergies
38. I have bad asthma
39. I work with teenage parents or parents to be.
40. I hate my hair
41. My hair is thin and lifeless
42. I never wear makeup
43. I do wear makeup to special events
44. my house is normally messy
45. I dread doing dishes
46. I dream of one day to have a cleaning lady
47. I want a healthy baby in the worst way
48. I cry when I get my period.
49. I love Cosmos
50. I like wine with dinner (not lately)
51. If I have a boy one day I like to name him Noah
52. We will never use the name Noah b/c DH hates it
53. I like ladybugs
54. I have a ladybug tatoo
55. I have a flower tatoo
56. I rather email people then talk on the phone
57. I love Vera Bradley
58. I am into VB's Mod Pink Floral Pattern now.
59. I wish we traveled more.
60. All the furniture in my house is from IKEA (NOT KIDDING)
61. My wedding theme was (HOPE FAITH & LOVE)
62. I shave my leggs every day (hate stubble)
63. I love gardens
64. I hate gardening
65. I sometimes let me daughter eat fruit snacks for breakfast (bad mommy)
66. I have my bachelors degree in psychology
67. I am currently getting my masters in School Counseling
68. I hate school (doing it for my job)
69. my engagement ring was picked out by me
70. My DH never offically proposed (just handed me the ring- how romantic)
71. I sell childrens clothes on EBAY
72. I am addicted to EBAY
73. I have only had cafferine once in the last 9 months (crazy I know)
74. My favorite cafferine drink is Dunkin Donuts Vanilla Chia
75. I love the childrens book "Guess how much i Love you"
76. I love to eat at fancy resturants
77. I am very close to my Mother
78. I used to own a Dog Treat Business
79. I was a cheerleader in high school
80. I love to dance
81. I can not leave my house without my wedding rings or I feel naked
82. I LOVE SHOPPING!
83. I had plastic surgery on my nose when I was 20.
84. I blow my nose really loud
85. I wish I cooked more
86. I hate rollercoasters
87. I am afraid of the falling sensation
88. calla lillies are my favorite flowers
89. I am nosy, I like to hear about what is going on in people's lives (the good and bad)
90. I sometimes wish I could be a Stay At Home Mom
91. I am grateful for my family
92. I hate doing wash
93. I am fine with folding the wash
94. My nails never grow
95. I wish I had long hair again
96. I am too impatient to grow out my hair
97. I worry too much about everything
98. I can go 6-7 months before balanacing my check book (not good)
99. TTCing is all I think about
100. In the last 5 years I have finally LIKED who I AM and accepted it.
The CAT is away the MICE will play
Dh has left for the weekend for a canoe trip. I will be home with DD for a girls weekend. We are going to eat all the things DH hates and watch girly movies (OK maybe just ones Avery can see) and Mommy is going to get a lot done around the house and MAYBE we will go shopping. DD loves dresses and she needs more PLAY dresses for outside, she spends most of her time during the day outside with my MOM. I have a feeling dresses are the only things she will want to put on this summer.
I went for my annual appointment today, My DR reassured me that she will still be over seeing my path towards conceiving and that my uterus and ovary looks great. She hopes that we will NOT have to turn to a IUI and I get my BFP soon. It was nice to hear she is rooting for me.
I started the Clomid last night and today I have a headache. Also does anyone have something I can take to increase my CM, is tussin still good for that? Will it interfere with my Clomid??
I have hardly any CM.
Pray for us that this is OUR cycle, I want to BFP so badly.
I went for my annual appointment today, My DR reassured me that she will still be over seeing my path towards conceiving and that my uterus and ovary looks great. She hopes that we will NOT have to turn to a IUI and I get my BFP soon. It was nice to hear she is rooting for me.
I started the Clomid last night and today I have a headache. Also does anyone have something I can take to increase my CM, is tussin still good for that? Will it interfere with my Clomid??
I have hardly any CM.
Pray for us that this is OUR cycle, I want to BFP so badly.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
HOORAY!!!!!!!!
No cysts! That was the first internal u/s I ever had where NO cysts showed up, except for when I was pregnant. I was sooooo excited and I thanked the Lord a million times while dressing in the bathroom it almost brought me to tears, because i was sure there would be one, which would throw me off. She wants me back next Thursday for another u/s and a trigger shot if I need it, hoping I will NOT need it, but if I do then so be it.
It is warm and sunny today so I think I will play with my daughter outside, oh happy day.
*** Did you ever think you could be so excited about no cysts!
It is warm and sunny today so I think I will play with my daughter outside, oh happy day.
*** Did you ever think you could be so excited about no cysts!
Home for lunch...
I came home for lunch because I did not want to go back to the office just to have to leave again to go do my ultrasound, which I am nervous about. It is my baseline u/s and I am afraid they will find cysts and our medicated cycle will be cancelled.
PRAYING NO CYSTS!!!!!
Tomorrow I have my annual so my good will be on full display twice in 24 hours, Oh goody :(
I also plan on printing out all my charts so the DR can see how screwy my cycles really are. Wish me luck.
PRAYING NO CYSTS!!!!!
Tomorrow I have my annual so my good will be on full display twice in 24 hours, Oh goody :(
I also plan on printing out all my charts so the DR can see how screwy my cycles really are. Wish me luck.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Revealing myself.
I am thinking I may reveal myself... meaning posting a picture of me, maybe my DD. I am scared to do this, what if a friend of family member finds my blog and realizes how crazy I really am? Think I should do it? I love looking at BLOGs with pictures, it makes them more interesting, maybe I will start posting more pics in my blog. Maybe?
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