Meds arrived...

Well went I for a baseline u/s and I found out I had a cyst. Thought for sure the cycle would be cancelled and I sat in the waiting room for the nburse to call me back to the office in almost tears. I held it together, thank goodness. Well the good news is they are letting me proceed, b/c the cyst was only a 16 (needs to be 20 or higher to be cancelled)whatever a 16 means.

I start my follistim tomorrow, bad news is if the cyst is still there on friday and gets any bigger, the cycle will be cancelled. Even though I start the shots. HSG still scheduled for thursday and next week I need tog et another PAP smear, b/c my one in May came back abnormal. I was never told. I was so upset. So the nurse plans to talk to my OB/GYN (who I love just alittle upset with now) and see if they shoudl repeat it next week or wait the 6 months, which would bring me to Nov. They also want to retest me for ureaplasma, b/c I tested positive for that back in 2004 and both Dh and I were treated. This is all before I got pregnant with DD. I am praying for clear tubes and a cyst that will go away!

I also got a invite for a baby shower today for Dh's cousin, who we did not know was even pregnant. I do not want to go especially since it is when Af is due this cycle. I need to find an excuse.