CALL THE PRESS!

I think my DH may actually do his SA this week! Stay tuned.

TOLD DH...

He was not happy, I think he thinks I over reacting to all this, I told him that I am just informing him about what is going on. The biggest issue in all this is that damn SA TEST, he has yet to do! He says he can do it when he is able b/c of work right now it is not possible, now he has been syaing this since April, I corrected him and said he needs ot do this after this week, before my next cycle starts. He rolls hims eyes and of course that gets me going and I go on and on about how this is important and we need to get all our Ts crossed before moving onto another treatment plan, I also ask what will happen when a IUI rolls around and he has to be there on command. He says to me, I need a couple days notice so I can let my boss know. I say well you will probably get 36-48 hours notice.

I just do not know what to do to make him understand this SA thing is important... Yes we Conceived our DD and had a healthy pregnancy, but a lot can change since we last conceived, and he married me knowing fertility issues could happen. I do not think it is a work issue, I think he is embrassed to ask to come in late to work from putting his guys in a cup. I told him he can tell him boss it is me not him.

I just think he should step up and be a man and get it done, for our family. The things that worries me in all this is #1 the cost this might come to and he changes his mind about doing it #2 that since he has already stated just having DD and no more children is NOT the end of the world for him, that he will decide all this is not worth it and we will stop TTCing.

I am so upset, he left for his second job that he works on Mondays and wednesdays and I cried on the phone to my MOM. My DH is not a bad person, just not as much as a planner as I am, he is more of a lets not worry about it yet but do not push me into it kinda person, but now is the time to worry and get going on what we HAVE to do. I am so upset, which again is not good for my stress level. We have yet to figure out how this will work out, I want to shake him and say it is just a STUPID SA, do it already!

I think he is in denial...

AF is due on Sunday, I am 100% sure it is coming. With my Progestrone being so low. Anyways, Dh still has not done the SA, and I am NOT reminding him. He better hurry up. I just hate that his schedule is conflicting with the LAB schedule.