Update on Camryn & Hormonal issues

Camryn is the best baby, she never cries just fusses alittle when wet or hungry. She is eating like a champ even though I still worry if I am producing enough. Breastfeeding is going well and we had her tongue clipped on Friday and now it is going even better, but it is nerve wrecking not being sure if she is actually getting enough. Sometimes all she wants to do at night is cluster feed. The last three nights she has slept in 5 hour stretches which was good for mommy.

I have been feeling good too. As long as I keep myself busy I feel content, as soon as I have a minute to think about going back to work or school starting in the fall I get upset. I love my job but having a new baby in the house makes me feel like I want to be home 24/7 but that is not possible. I hold the health insurance and make half the income. Thank goodness my job is flexible and I only work 30 hours a week. Then the issue of school comes up, I actually am getting my Masters for my job, to make more money and have more time off. I do have 5-6 years left since I only take one class at a time, but I am worried it will be alot of work like last Fall, I took this past semester off b/c of being pregnant. I LOVED not having to go to class and spend time with DD and sleep. I will have to do all this plus kept my ebay business going b/c Dh and I are trying to get out of debt. I know this will be hard I just do not want my children to suffer b/c of it. I keep reminding myself I am just hormonal and it will all work out, but I just wish I had the opportunity to stay home and forget working and school and just work on my business.