never ends...

My house is a mess, my business is slowing down (my fault), I have not taken a shower yet today, I paid bills for the first time in a Month, yesterday (yes I know most was late - shhh don't tell DH) but when your 3 year old hugs you and tells you she loves you inspite of all that you just melt and realize what is important, my kids.

The fact Camryn wants to be held during all awake time is hard to say no and get things done. She is also starting to smile at us, small smiles but I like to believe it is b/c she recognizes us.