Monday, March 30, 2009

Confession #1

I have 2 confessions... but today i will only share one... then maybe tomorrow I will share the other..

CONFESSION #1

I wish I could be a Stay At Home Mom. This is almost impossible b/c I hold the health insurance and half the income. As most Americans we also have debt, not just mortgage car debt but school loans / credit card / etc debt. This would never be possible. EVER. Unless I pay off everything and have no car payments. But a girl can wish right... Someday I feel like I could just stay home and be with my girls, then I remember how great my job is so at least I am blessed with great co-workers and great work so I start to feel better about never being able to be a STAY AT HOME MOM. Plus I try to remind myself when theya re both in school full time what the heck would I do... sit at home.

But I still wish I had the option of being a STAY AT HOME MOM...

Shhhh do not tell my DH I am still thinking about this, he thinks I have gotten over it a while ago.

3 comments:

Lisa said...

I totally understand, but on the positive side thank god you like your job and co workers!!

I am so fortunate to be able to work part time from home while Kaylee is in preschool 3 mornings a week, then the rest of the time I am a SAHM. So I kind of have the best of both worlds. Is that a options for you? Part time and/or working from home?

Bella said...

I hear you, sister! I've asked Jason if I could be a SAHM to Jack(our dog). LOL! I don't think I could ever actually stay home, but I think it would just be nice to feel like you had the option. That's how I feel.

Amy - AKA - TigerMommie said...

I totally understand.....I would very much like to be able to stay at home....and it's getting to the point where I'm trying everything possible to find a way. It's not easy. It just shouldn't be so hard.......