My four year old

We were snuggling on the couch while I fed Camryn and Avery says to me... "Mommy when are you going to have another baby?"

At least she is on my side... Now we just have tow ork on DH.

camryn vs toilet paper

The View

Did anyone have a chance to catch The View Yesterday???

They did a whole show on Infertility.

I was so happy to see Sherry and Barbara share their struggles like that and the fact that those two women who shared their stories regarding IF was nothing short of amazing.

I also learned that the two women who shared their struggle were also volunteers for Resolve. Putting yourself out there for friends and family is hard enough but sharing with the world makes you nothing short of brave. I was so happy for them i wanted to hug them through the TV.

My mom watched it and called me to tell me how proud she was of me... it was nice to hear.

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Currently I am helping my Aunt raise money for the boys and girls clubs here in our home town, if she wins her grand prize is to Kiss a Pig (and boy it is ugly). I am her manager and we have planned all kinds of fundraisers.

During one of our meetings my Aunt and Mom looked at me and said maybe this could be good practice to start our own nonprofit. I was like "OK - what would that be?" They said helping couples pay for IF meds. This is something I have talked about in the past but never thought maybe it could actually do it. Guess we see if maybe it could happen.

Snowed In

Snow!

We are snowed in, we got over 2 feet! I even let Camryn play with the snow in the house... too cute.

Will post pictures soon

Ok Here goes nothing

As you all might know I have a new obsession.

Tw. light

Yes the books are amazing and the movies are good - Rob (my pretend boyfriend as we say in my house) is the center of my lust right now.

I have been hanging out on the nest twi board lately and have met some crazy ladies over there who are just as obsessed as I am. Plus I get my rob P fix for the day. LOL

The ladies on the NT board introduced me to something called Fan Fic.tion.

And boy I can not put it down. At ALL.

One week I read 5 different stories and in some cases they are more like books. There is some amazing writers out there. If anyone wants to read some of my favorites let me know I will recommend some to you.

OK now that you all think I am crazy...

I am a avid reader, not a writer... As you can see on my blog.

But I plan on writing a FF, and it will center around IF. This is a very scary thing for me to do. In fact I am so nervous about it. But I feel like this might be the perfect medium to get myself to get all my feelings out there on the subject. As I said a few days ago... IF will always be part of who I am. I want to be about to help others and share my experiences with them. I am going to write this story and if it is any good I will share with you all.

Yes I have written about my feeling towards IF here. But I think in order for me to completely let go and own how I truly feel and to close this chapter (less DH changes his mind about more children) it would be a perfect way to do that.

Just had to put that out there. Go ahead and laugh.

EBAY

For anyone looking for clothes I will be adding a lot of spring summer things in my ebay store over the next few weeks. Check it out!

www.littleladybugscloset.com