Ok Here goes nothing

As you all might know I have a new obsession.

Tw. light

Yes the books are amazing and the movies are good - Rob (my pretend boyfriend as we say in my house) is the center of my lust right now.

I have been hanging out on the nest twi board lately and have met some crazy ladies over there who are just as obsessed as I am. Plus I get my rob P fix for the day. LOL

The ladies on the NT board introduced me to something called Fan Fic.tion.

And boy I can not put it down. At ALL.

One week I read 5 different stories and in some cases they are more like books. There is some amazing writers out there. If anyone wants to read some of my favorites let me know I will recommend some to you.

OK now that you all think I am crazy...

I am a avid reader, not a writer... As you can see on my blog.

But I plan on writing a FF, and it will center around IF. This is a very scary thing for me to do. In fact I am so nervous about it. But I feel like this might be the perfect medium to get myself to get all my feelings out there on the subject. As I said a few days ago... IF will always be part of who I am. I want to be about to help others and share my experiences with them. I am going to write this story and if it is any good I will share with you all.

Yes I have written about my feeling towards IF here. But I think in order for me to completely let go and own how I truly feel and to close this chapter (less DH changes his mind about more children) it would be a perfect way to do that.

Just had to put that out there. Go ahead and laugh.