I start work tomorrow and while it is not full time (and I do alot from home), I am still very sad. Camryn has only been away from me for 2 hours total at a time. The good thing is my job is super flexible in the summer and I will be able to work around nursing. But I may end up pumping anyways. Our summer schedule is totally unpredictable. I am hoping to have the entire summer off next year, but that is still int he works.
I hope I am OK with minimal tears, I did not cry the day i went back with Avery, but this time I feel different about it, maybe working so hard to get her I do not want to leave her, luckily they will be with my mother during that time and she allows me to come and go as I need. And calls me several times during the day to tell me things going on and keep me in the loop in order to let me be in control, even though I am not there.
So please send good thoughts my way that I get through my first day. I keep reminding myself work is my break, I tell my clients that all the time when they do not want to return to school after having a baby, this will be your break We all need one.
Maybe I will hit the lotto and get to stay home so maybe I should start playing the lotto.
OK one more full day with my kiddo.
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Awww...that sucks. Good luck going back to work and with the new diet!!
I hope you're enjoy your day...And yes, it's good to have a break once in a while. Your kids will know how much you love them, all they have to do is read about it later (if you let them :))
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