Friday, May 29, 2009

1 day and ready to cry!

I am not sleeping well, I get maybe 1-2 hours then I am up to pee or in pain. My pain is not from contractions, but every time I get crampy I think "is this it" Nope it goes away as fast as it comes, but the pain I have is from my pubic bone area, it hurts 100% of the time. Dh says I should call them and let them know, now I know second time Moms tend to get this pain, but it is so bad sometimes, last night to check email I had to sit on the chair backwards, just to take some pressure off and to be honest the only position that takes the pain away is being on all fours, but I can not be in that position all day long.

I do not think they will do anything for me, I am not having contractions. Just crampiness and achiness. I thought about calling and having them move my induction up to Monday, b/c my induction is not until 6/5 and it seems so far away to be having this pain and pressure for the next week. But will they move me, probably not.

I am also getting bitter about watching discovery health and TLC and seeing everyone have their babies, now I just cry that here I sit waiting. I also feel guilty b/c I could have probably worked last week and saved some vacation time for after the baby arrives, but nothing I can do about that now. We all thought I would be early.

Sorry to complain, I actually am surprised by the fact that I am complaining b/c I love being pregnant, but the thought of this pain going on for another week makes me so frustrated.

That gets to the next thing.. YES I do think I am no where close to having her... every one says that they have contracions for at least two days before the real thing happened, since I have had nothing in the last 24 hours I do not see myself having her anytime this weekend. It makes me want to cry.

I had no contractions leading up to Avery's birth and once again I have nothing. With Avery she was born on her due date, so this was the day iI was induced with her. It sucks to wait but I guess I waited much longer to get pregnant I can wait a few more days.

I am torn if I want to call the DR and tell them about the pressure b/c I feel like they are going to tell me to deal with it it will be fine.

Any advice for me?

2 comments:

christy | brides to booties said...

I would call...even if they end up not doing anything, at least to make sure it isn't something you should be concerned about. But that's me...a worry wart about everything!!

Bella said...

I would call just to be safe. I so hope this happens for you very soon! ((HUGS))