We have the BIG 3rd Birthday Party tomorrow, we have about 30 people coming to celebrate, this year DD picked out a Disney princess theme and while we were getting things out of their bags (decorations and such) DD thanked me over and over for all the Princess Stuff! Wait till she sees her cake tomorrow. DD loves Disney princesses ALOT, we have princess everything which is OK with me.
Since we are having company tomorrow, DH and I spent the entire day cleaning, yes when I clean my tiny 1400 sq ft house it takes all day, DH never helps to clean any other time except when company will be coming. I have to make him a list of what he is in charge of (his request not mine) and he does it, he helped a little more then just what is on the list b/c I am pregnant and can not move things like normal but it was nice to have the help, wish he would help all the time BLAH :P
I have a few things to do tomorrow then it is party time!
I will post pics hopefully soon.
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I had a few things to say about IF today, reading some posts on the nest and another board I belong to for IF, but I think I need to cool off before I go ahead and post it, it got me fired up - especially all the stuff about secondary IF. IF sucks period... no matter what your journey is. 2008 was a horrible time for us, we started treatment in 2008 and even though I am carrying a little bundle of joy it is hard not the shake the IF stuff. I do not think I ever will, it has changed me forever.
I probably will not post tomorrow, unless I am still awake after everyone leaves... I am so tired from just today. But my follow up gender check is Monday afternoon, pray for a cooperative baby! I also have another u/s Thursday with my Fetal Medicine for the anatomy scan, so hopefully we can find out the gender Monday and get it confirmed by another set of eyes Thursday.
To be honest, I am hoping it is what the first u/s told us (sorry not sharing yet) b/c the tech said she thought she knew what it was and showed us the area but said she did not want to say definitely b/c of the position the baby was in, I want a definite. But I am kinda attached the to idea of this certain gender. But I know in the back of my mind it could change.
Wish us luck!
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I feel the same way. Even if/when our IF battle is over, I think I will always carry it in my heart to some extent. It's such a hard time, I don't think any of us could ever forget it. ((HUGS))
Glad DH helped you get so much done today! I hope the party goes well tomorrow & that you have a cooperative baby on Monday!!
I definitely agree that the difficulties we have had with IF and miscarriages have changed me forever. I have a very hard time just casually chatting with my pg friends who got pg on the first try or without any problems. It is hard for them to understand that I never take one day of my pregnancy for granted. I don't want to complain about things because I am so grateful that I am even pregnant. I guess it seems kind of sad to others that I still don't feel like anything is a guarantee. But after dealing with IF then getting pregnant, then losing a baby, then having a chemical pregnancy....I'm just not feeling like anything is a guarantee till these babies are home in my arms.
Hope the birthday party went well! Good luck with your scan, hopefully baby will cooperate!
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