Now I am nervous...

I went to have bloodwork done this morning. I am getting a whole bunch of tests run because my husband and I have been trying to have a baby and it is not going well. I found out shortly after Valentine's Day that I had a cyst on my ovary. That is not good considering I only have ONE ovary and my cysts are huge and start to eat their way into my ovary, gross I know.
I usually take Birth Control to control them, but when your trying to have a baby BCP are not a good idea, DUH.

So after I got my Bloodwook done I left the office and a overwhelming sense of butterflies in my stomach perked up. I have tried not to think about the bad things that could be found with this test but I guess I have been trying to be positive (my Mom would be so proud)!

Here are things that could be wrong...

1. I still have my cyst (which last time they checked was shrunking) but I still feel a little bit of the pinching there. If it is still there we would not be able to move onto medication.

2. Dh's (husband) sperm analysis could come back badly, not a good thing.

3. She could recommend other options besides medication (not good b/c our insurance does not cover infertility treatments)

Here are things that could go right...

1. Cyst is gone (jumping for joy)

2. She start me on medication next cycle and I get pregnant first try b/c I already Ovulate on my own it would just make it stronger.

3. I am already pregnant, I am 4 Days past O and that would be amazing and save us so much money!

I know I think too much, I am just hoping tomorrow goes well and we can get pregnant soon. I would be devastated if I can not have another one. I love my Daughter so much but so want to give her a sibling. Plus I loved pregnant and babyhood. It is a wonderful time in life.

Will be up all night praying.