EBAY

For anyone looking for clothes I will be adding a lot of spring summer things in my ebay store over the next few weeks. Check it out!

www.littleladybugscloset.com

My new BLOG

Visit my new BLOG (attached to this account)

It is all about the books I am reading. we all know Tw.light will make an appearance eventually. Hee Hee

I have NOT abandoned you!

Promise.

Few House Keeping things...

I love you all. Thanks for all the kind words and encouragement over the last 2 years. Yes I will be blogging for two years. Craziness

My baby has officially become a bigger baby... it makes me want to cry. She is now 8 months! Just last year we were preparing for her arrival and now she is crawling, pulling up on furniture. It is so sad.

They grow up fast and I appreciate all the joy both my girls have given me. In fact I look at them and thank GOD for blessing me.

Also Hugs to my good Friend Christy... She got another BFN yesturday and I really thought this was the cycle for her. I even got alittle teary when she messaged me on Monday Morning. C You will have a baby I do believe that.

If you guys have not checked out Bella and her Fella's Blog yet, her Boy Girl twins will be arriving soon! The roller coaster ride she has been on for the last two years has brought her to this amazing time in her life and I am so exciting for her. Andrea I like to come out and visit you some day.

As for me... Life has been crazy. But I will be posting something in the next few days that might surprise all you guys. It is something I have always wanted to do so I might get some courage to actually do it in the next few weeks. I might need some encouragement along with it.

I will be posting more about the girls and less about IF, I think. Since I am not in that place anymore. IF will always be part of my life, I can not escape it. New pregnancy announcements still make me upset and I am learning to disconnect other peoples life with my own. Everyone is different and get dealt different cards and I am slowly learning that.

Crawling away

Just a quick update...

Camryn is officially crawling and I mean she gets around. She is pulling up on whatever she can get a hold of... Sometimes it is small Disney princess chairs and they fall on top of her. She wants to take steps so badly and she is only 7 months. I caught her the other day holding on with one hand and and reaching out to the space in front of her like she was about to let go and give mommy a heart attack.

Avery walked at 11 months so lets see if Camryn does this early. Crawling is cute but she has started to follow Avery every where. Avery is fine with this but now wants to pick her up and carry her around.

So sad that my baby is growing up. Sniff Sniff

First step

I got a treadmill today, just delivered, this is my first step towards losing weight... once the breastfeeding stops we will be starting our new diet.

Wish me luck... I will need it.

De Lurking week

Apparently it is delurking week... not sure I get as much traffic as I used to, but if youa re lurking post in the comment and also post a random fact about yourself (got this from www.billmissandbrood.blogspot.com)

Visit...

I went to see my GYN today... she is really the reason I have my girls. Without her stepping in when I was 16 with the tumor I would not have any reproductive organs at all...

Anyways, I took Camryn with me... She was running 45 minutes late so I snuck away and when downstairs to see the RE nurses. They got to see Camryn and it was so nice to see that they were genuinely happy for me. Camryn of course was a angel. The whole visit made me miss them... Not the treatment part but the relationship I developed with everyone in that office. I miss it.

My GYN/OB Dr. P wanted to know when I was ready for Number 3 (hmmmm like yesterday LOL). She told me to let her know and next time we will skip all the clomid stuff. I just pray there will be a next time. I truly do want a 3 child.

Don't we always want what we can't have?